What the HELL!!

Dear Diary,

Todayy kinda suck up. Feeling like SHOUT at dem out! But i still have tht patient in me. And why shld i have to respect the one who is much more older then me. Thanks alots to tht dem ! But i agree to myself tht not every older ones needs tht respect from me. What the HELL. I might be the youngest in the family but i also have FEELING. Girls hurts their feeling too easily compare to guys. Especially me! (i totally admit it!). But sometime feel like scolding dem!

Partying?? Shell we clique??..

Dear Diary :

I feel like partying TODAYY!! Spend my time with my clique and spendspend more tyme partying at club or pub?? Am i too much??.. Bhahah ((: Just thinking to let go my stressness tis recently and wanting to spend on partying. Wave-house ker??.. Haiish,, hehe.. ( BB, dun mara2 luqh. I'm won't dare luqh. Hhehs! Sorry clique! ((: )

Hmoack Hmoack Hmaockiiezyy!! LOVELOVE

lil bit of..

Everydayy,, without failed i look at myself in the mirror. Everydayy,, without him i look at our piches. Everydayy,, without failed i took care of my cousin. Everydayy without failed,, i on my lappy to look for online jobs. Everydayy without failed i try ask my loves ones money but failed. Everydayy,, without him i waiting fur his letter and wondering when will the letter send to me.Everydayy,, i feel that i'm a burden to my family. Everydayy,, without failed i feel that i'm useless..

Why??..

About mye ! =)

ABOUT MYE:


Dear Lynn SuperOne, below are your Personality Tests result:


Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


Yourself:People like you because you are so straightforward.


Girlfriend/boyfriend:You like serious, smart and determined people.


Relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well.


Love:You like to flirt and behave seductively.


Education:Education is less important than the real world.


Job:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job.


Success:You are confident that you will be successful.


Afraid:You are afraid of having no one to rely on.

( Somewhat is true; its all about mye!! ) =)

♥Love Letter

Love Letter Received by euu: 200210,

To my only Fiancee
How are u honey? I hope that u are fine always out there. Dear!! I'm RELEASING NEXT MONTH! Woohoo..Its on end of march.. Fetch me ok? Huhu.. Don't worry,, No matter what,, I'll always update u ok honey? Do send me more letter.. PROMISE? DEAR.. KENAPE KAKAK I TAK VISIT I? HMM..DEAR! U DAH BOLE VISIT I TAU! Tapi u cume bole datang dengan kakak i sebab kakak i yang selalu datang. So u must tag along with my sister because u cannot come along. Must with my family members that close to u is my sister right? U must tell her that! Love u alot my DEAREST FIANCEE !

Sayang.. how's out there? Get a job already? Have u ask my sister? Have u come my house? DEAR! I MISS U SO BADLY! u MISS ME DEAR? DEAR.. can help me? Ask my sister whether i dapat duit GST tak? Kalau i dapat suruh kakak i simpankan tau! thanks. Have u received my letters? Hopefully YES! DEAR.. I Love u so much and miss u badly.. I can't wait to see u honey.. Fetch me if u can ok? Just ask my sister for further info.. Alright? Dear.. I dah dapat semua surat u sayang.. LOVE U HONEY..JUJUR tau dengan i.. U JANJIKAN yang u akan tunggu i bile semua dah selesai? I harap sangat dari u sayang.. Cinta u sangat-sangat!

In my PREVIOUS LETTER.. I already PROMISE with all my heart sayang.. I mean it.. And truly sincere.. I'm serious! I'm giving u my fullness honey! I knew that i'm a better hubbie after release. DEAR.. i hope EVERYTHINGS IS FINE OUT THERE. DEAR.. PROMISE TO ME AGAIN THAT U WILL WAIT FOR ME UNTILS EVERYTHING SETTLE? AND PROVE IT TO ME? PROMISE ME? DEAR.. U YANG TERAKHIR DAN SELAMENYE DALAM HIDUP I ! I SENTIASE TULIS SURAT UNTUK U EVERY WEEK! TAK PERNAH SESEKALI PON I LUPE! I SANGAT GEMBIRA BILE DAPAT TULIS SURAT. I GEMBIRA KERANA I DAPAT LUAHKAN SEGALE DARI ISI HATI UNTUK U! HARGAI CINTA KITE SAYANG. I NAK U INGAT SENTIASE,, MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL SELALU DAN SENTIASE DI DALAM HATI U DAN KEKAL DALAM HATI U! INGAT,, WALAU PON KITE BERJAUHAN,, U TETAP DEKAT DI HATI I ! INI BUKAN SESUATU KATE-KATE YANG INDAH, TAPI KENYATAAN! SETIA DAN I SAYANG,, I SANGAT MENCINTAI U ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN! HONEY, ingat tau suruh kakak i visit i then u pon bole datang! REMEMBER, TO ASK MY SISTER TO VISIT TOGETHER WITH U! INGAT! I'm so sorry that ur mum tak bole visit.. Tapi i cube request ok? Sayang,, i really MISS U SO MUCH! I LOVE U SO MUCH! REMEMBER TO KEEP ALL MY LETTERS PROPERLY! THE MSG,, DON'T EVER EVER DELETE IT! IT'S FROM MY HEART TAU.. PROMISE ME? AGAIN,, DEAR PROMISE ME THAT U WAIT FOR ME UNTIL EVERYTHINGS SETTLE? REPLY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! BY THE WAY DON'T FORGET TO VISIT ME TOGETHER WITH SISTER OK? REMEMBER IT!

SAYANG! HAPPY 11TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!! AND A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! NO MATTER WHAT,, OUR RELATIONSHIP IS STRONG!! DEAR,, INGAT YANG MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL SENTIASE MENCINTAI ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN! SEMOGA HUBUNGAN KITE KEKAL HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT! INSYA-ALLAH.. AMIN

SENTIASE INGAT TAU SAYANG,, SURAT INI SANGAT ISTIMEWA UNTUK U.. SIMPAN DENGAN BETUL. SAYANG DAN CINTA U ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN! KIRIM SALAM UR MUM N BROTHER.. I'm  RELEASING SOON NEXT MONTH BABYGIRL! SEE YA! LynnIrwan 160309 Muaacks Muaacks Muaacks Hugg Hugg! BLUEK BLUEK!

URS SENTIASE,,
M.IRWAN B ISMAIL
with lots of Love

Sayang,, I harap u hargai
cinta kite yang suci ini..
ikhlas dari kekasihmu..
M.IRWAN B ISMAIL

FRUSTRATED WITH HYM !! AAARRRGGGHHH!!

To: Heyy!! Sluts or whosoever!!The one whoo lie to me!!
(euu gotten read tis!!)

Today!! I check his tagged and found out tht he did eply girls comment and ii guess he shld replying girls msg too.! I've check it thoroughly!! and i have evidence lorrr... Wad a waste of myself for TRUSTING tis guy for a past few mths. DO YOU THINK HIS INTO ME?.. COMMON,, don't lie to me laqh!! ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY!! DO I DESERVE ALL TIS TREATMENT FROM EUU?.. WTF!! Im totally ANGRY with hym. KEEP SECRET FROM ME AGAIN AND AGAIN!! WHAT do you take me for?.. JUST TO HAF FUN AND FIND ME WHEN EUU NEEDS SOME ONE TO TALK TO OR WHAT!!??.. FREAKING AND DEVASTATED TO EUU MAN. Cant belive it euu lie to me again and again. SHLD I TRUST HYM AGAIN, AFTER WHICH HE DID THAT TO ME?!!.. WTHELL!! 11month im with hym but he think that i do not know that he have being keeping secret from me. And im sure,, he afraid to tell me everythings right!! Boys are totally BASTARD!! When a girl flirt ard a bit then 'MIANG' ready. When already find a better ones create problem in themselves. CANT BELIEVE GUYS ANYMORE!! I GUESS HE JUST ENJOYS TO KEEP ON HURTING MYE. THANKS BOIFRENDS!! I like it alots!! Thank you so much for all the nonsence and secret euu have keep it to urreslf. From now on i just have to BELIEVE IN MYESLF NOT TO THE ONES WHO I'M DEPENDING TOO MUCH ONN!! dON'T BELIEVE URRE WORDS ANYMORE! Don't blame me but blame on urre 'too good secret' that euu have hidding from me!! Nak ramaikan kwn konon!! TUH SUME LOBANG!! CANT BE TRUSTED!! RAMAIKAN KWN PPOMMPANN YG KAU KENAL SUME PER!! PANDAI AQH KAU. AQU TNY KAU KNL TK PPOMMPAN TUH SUME , KATE TK KNL. BEST AQH KAU. SUKER SGT2 AQU DGN CARA KAU!! EUU THE BEST IN ACTING. Why not get involve in acting right. With that euu get award but laying to mye din get any award what. WHAT A WASTE!! WHY AM I SO STUPID RIGHT. Right from the start i get tis feeling that he cheated on me but i just keep quiet and only gods know hw painful and suffering it is to bear with uurree FUCKING attitude that like to lie to me right from the start !!! Eventhough dh lepas but still EUU CHEATED ON MYE AND MOST OF ALL LIE TO ME !! WTF!! I keep urre words that euu want to change for a better right. Just wait and see. Who will become worse or who have change for the good. Just wait and see nohh. Thanks to tis blogger entries that i get to express my pain on euu through tis blog. AndAnd THANKS ALOTS FOR CHEATING ON MYE ALL TIS TIME I'M WITH EUU. I DO NOT KNOW HOW MANY GIRLS HAVE FALL ON URRE TRAP FOR THE PAST FEW MTHS I'M WITH EUU. NO USE SAYYINGG SORRY BUT IN THE END EUU DID THE SAME THINGS TO MYE AGAIN.


PS: IF EUU REALLY TREASURE TIS RELATIONSHIP OF OURS THAT WE HAVE BUILD TOGETHER FOR 11MTHS, JUST PROVE IT TO MYE ! AND PROVE MYE WRONG FOR ACCUSING EUU !


Your sincere/truly:
ASLINDAH AZMAN

LoveLOVE

A man who truly loves euu will never let euu go, no matter how hard the situation is. A woman who truly love euu will be angry at euu for so many things but will stick around.

                                                               I LOVE YOU

♥♥♥♥♥♥OMG!! He will be release next month.Im gald to heard that from euu hubbiie!! ((: Will spend time with euu again eventhough just for a few days.Syukur that satu balak dah lepas,,bahaha((: I'm to HAPPY to sayy anything now!! I miss andand love euu so much hubbiie!! Can't wait to see euu!! :D lovelove IRWAN!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Your always:
SuperLYNN

Love letter received!!

♥5th LOVE LETTER received on 140210 !!((:

          My Only Fiancee,,

Sayang,,i dah dapat semua surat u tau..Thanks syg for writing letter to me.. i appreciate it all and do send me more letters whenever u free and feel bored ok?Syg,,don't worry i di sini sentiase sihat-sihat! Love u honey!!Dear,,dengarlah cakap i,,PEGI TANYE KAKAK I WHETHER GOT ANY VACANCY OR NOT!!Kakak i mesti tolong u syg..Jangan buat i risau bole?Jangan cari keje yang bukan-bukan bole??I tak suke FAHAM?!hati i sakit sangat tau bile u kate nak keje PUB?!!U tak sayang i ke?Tak cinta i ke?Then janganlah cari keje macam tu syg..PLEASE! I ingin sangat setia kekal dengan u buat selamenye.I ingin sangat tau! I do really need ur support honey..i know u can..I know u strong!!U can do it..Nor matter what happen nor how far we are,,remember that i always Love u sayang!!U're not a Failure!!Come on dear cheer up!!can?PROMISE?

Sayang..i sangat-sangat cinta dan sayang u tau..U akan sentiase bersame i selamenye!I sentiase ingat janji i..I'll prove it to u..i will and really mean it!Sayang..Tuhan saje tau betape sayang dan cinta i pade u..if u tink that u suffering living without me..APE LAGI I?I lagi rase seksa tau bile kite berjauhan!I sangat mencintai u dan sayangi u!PERCAYELAH i SAYANG..U yang TERAKHIR DAN SELAMENYE DALAM HIDUP I SEKARANG!TRUST ME!BE FAITHFUL TO ME HONEY!BE STRONG!!BE STRONG HONEY!UNDERSTAND?!U told me that u wanna VERIFY with me everytime?I also wanna VERIFY with u EVERYDAY!!HONEY,,I'll PROMISE U WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALL THE BEST TO OUR RELATIONSHIP.I LOVE U,,I NEED U,,I MISS U,,EVERYTHING!I MISS UR HUG N KISS HONEY!! DEAR,,I love u ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN S9220129E love u so much..SAYANG,,wait for me UNTIL EVERYTHINGS OVER OK DEAR?SYG,,U segalenye dalam hidup i,,JANGAN SESEKALI U LUPE I!!I SANGAT CINTAKAN U,,SETIALAH DENGAN I SAYANG..

ABOUT the RETAIL COURSE,,GO FOR IT HONEY!!ASK MY SISTER OK?I PENAT TAU suruh u tanye kakak i sal keje!Kalau takot nak bebual,,MSG la pakai MAMA NYE HP!GO FOR IT HONEY!i'll ALWAYS GIVE U MY FULLNESS SUPPORT!GO!GO!GO!NO MATTER WHERE AM I,,DO WRITE LETTER TO ME AND ASK MY SISTER FOR MORE DETAILS OK?KEEP ON WRITE LETTERS TO ME!PROMISE ME?i'll ALWAYS UPDATE U HONEY!

DO UPDATE ME EVERYTIME OK?THATS THE ONLY WAY FOR US TO CONTACT FOR THE TIME BEING!..Honey,,i really hope for ur letter only..AND DON'T WORRY,,I AKAN SENTIASE REQUEST U AND MAMA OK?KEEP MY WORDS..DEAR,,DON'T EVER EVER EVER DELATE THE MSG THAT SPECIAL TO U!THE LETTERS KEEP IT UNTIL EVERYTHING OVER AND SETTLE OK?SHOW IT TO ME ALL THE LETTERS AND THE MSG!!FETCH ME WHEN I RELEASE OK?PROMISE ME DEAR??PROMISE ME?

         ♥ IMPORTANT!!

HONEY,,i'll vow EVERYTHING,,I WON'T DO SILLY THINGS AT ALL!!U,,ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN S9220129E IS THE ONLY ONE MOST I LOVED SAMPAI HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT!DEAR..I WON'T HURT U ANYMORE WITH MY WORDS!KITE AKAN KEKAL SAYANG..I YAKIN..U?I HOPE TOO..KITE AKAN SENTIASE KEKAL SAYANG..I'LL PROVE IT N LET U SEE URSELF!!I MEAN IT!!SAYANG,,I'M GONNA GIVE THE BEST OF ALL IN OUR RELATIONSHIP!!LOVE U SO MUCH!!SAYANG,,I NAK U SENTIASE INGAT SELALU YANG MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL HANYE SATU-SATUNYE U CINTA DAN DI DALAM HATI U SENTIASE SELALU DALAM HIDUP U ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN!INI SUATU SURAT PALING PENTING TAU!I HARAP SANGAT DARI U SUPAYA TUNGGU I SAMPAI SEGALENYE SELESAI..I HARAP SANGAT DARI U SAYANG..JANJI??U YANG TERAKHIR DAN SELAMENYE!!REMEMBER IT UNTIL I RELEASE OK?PROMISE ME??PROMISE ME??PROMISE?PROMISE?DON'T EVER DELETE THE MSG IN THE HP,,MSG TU AMAT PENTING,,SEGALENYE DARI ISI HATI I SAYANG..CINTA U ASLINDAH!

SAYANG,,FREE TIME DATANG RUMAH I OK?BRING ALONG MAMA ALSO IF U WANT TO..AT LEAST SEKALI-SEKALA DATANG RUMAH OK?PROMISE ME?I DAH JAWAB N BERJANJI SEGALENYE SAYANG,,I YAKIN YANG HUBUNGAN KITE AKAN KEKAL!!INGAT SENTIASE TANYE KAKAK I PASAL KEJE!PESAN KAKAK I TO VISIT ME TAU N KALAU BOLE U IKUT SEKALI OK?JUST DO IT!INGAT..TUNANG!!I HARAP U TAU APE NAK CAKAP!!I AKAN SENTIASE REQUEST UNTUK U DAN MAMA!!CINTA TUNANG KESAYANGAN I!!DEAR,,WANNA KNOW SOMETHING?I'LL BE RELEASING NEXT MONTH AND THAT IS ______..WOOHOO..LOVE U LOTS ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN!!WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER!LOVE U AND MISS U SO MUCH ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN S9220129E!!MUAACKS MUAACKS.160309 HUGG..HUGG..KISSES!

URS SINCERELY/TRULY,,

IRWAN ISMAIL

with LOTS OF LOVE.

PS:ASK MY SISTER FIRST BEFORE

REPLYING THE LETTER..

BCOZ ON 9FEB IM GOIN

TO SUBCOURT!!IF ANYTHING

ASK MY SISTER FOR MORE

DETAILS OK DEAR?MUAACKS

♥Getting sick thinking bout IRWAN ! EErrrgghh,,,

My LOVE:


imy damn badly,,im glad to heard that ur dentention barracks sentence is only 4mths,,SYUKUR sangat-sangat but don't 4get ur another court. I harap sangat-sangat that another court sentence bb diringankan. AndAnd hoping that everythings settle dgn cepat. Do remember your promises that you promise b4 and thru the letter tau! I will keep all ur letter!! Prove it to me that you will change for a better and at the same time i will also prove it to you that too!! I'll keep on waiting for yoouuu..... IMY&ILYSM IRWAN :D kite bersame dh 10mths plus tau,,i hope our relationship last long as what euu say til eternity right. Make good use of euurr words ok! I'll be supporting euu from behind and forever!


With LOAVE: SuperLYNN
160309

Fourth LOVE LETTER received!! ((:

Fourth LOVE LETTER received!!On 5:02:2010 ((:

          My Love,,Aslindah...
Syg,,how are u? i hope everything doing fine..how's ur mum?I harap sentiase sihat-sihat.syg i dah dapat semua surat u sayang..Thanks alot for writing me letters every week.I gembire sangat bile dapat surat dari kesayangan i nie...cute la dear..hehe!Syg,,Don't worry ok,,i sentiase tulis surat every week and always update u..And request u and mama sampai dapat!!Sayang tanyelah kakak i sal keje,,tanye ade kosong ke tak!Go and ask her ok!Don't wait for the job to come to u!I'll always give u my fullness support!I akan sentiase doa supaya u dapat keje dan setia dengan keje!Ask my sister!Go honey!U can do it!TRUST ME!


Sayang,i tak pernah membenci u sayang,,bile i marah,,i ikut perasaan marah i,,dan ape yyg u kate itu benar..bile i marah,,mulut i keluarkan kate0kate yang merepek.Malahan i sangat mencintai dan sayang u dear..Don't worry,as i told u before,,This time i'm a change person,,i'll give u my fullness honey..i akan sentiase setia dengan u hingga ke akhir hayat!! I harap u telah pon maaf kan i atas sikap i segalenye..I will change for the better and for our future,,I'll promise that i won't do any crime anymore !!!
Sayang,,promise that u will wait for my until everythings over??betul ke ape yg u cakap nie? Alhamdulillah..itulah paling i harapkan dari u sayang!! Thanks honey..Dear,,i love u so much..i'm also really can't survive without u,,my heart feel pain of being far away BUT always close to my heart! Whenever i think of our past,,feels like crying but i cried.Syg,,kuatkan iman dan semangat ! Sentiase kuatkan! I di sini sentiase ingat u,,cinta dan sayang sangat!! Tiada sesaat pon bole lupe u! U sentiase di hati i! I'll promise to u that i won't never ever ever ever LEAVE U! no matter what happen,,its me n you honey! Keep my promise ! This is a very very important letters that comes from my heart! I don't go by ur looks,,i accept for who u are! I love u..I miss u..I need u in my life always! Its my first time my honey setia dengan i walaupon kite berjauhan! I sangat terharu! I beruntung sangat dapat ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN dalam hidup i!I promise u sayang,,U yang terakhir dan selamenye dalam hidup i!! SELAMENYE syg janji that u akan sentiase tunggu i hingga segalenye dah selesai?? Dan sentiase setia dengan i buat selamenye? SEGALENYE yang i tanye nie adalah paling i harap sangat dari ASLINDAH NTE AZMAN S9220129E! Syg,,i'm a FREAK But i can only know to a person whom i loved most that is u!! And remember that not to mix around and GIRLS ONLY FAHAM! as i told u that i got the feeling !!

Sayang,,my court at detention barrack is on _______ tau that is on FRIDAY.. I think u should ask my sister for more details..i cume tau on FRIDAY je..HuHu..Syg,,maafkan i atas segalenye! I byk menyusahkan ur mum..walaupon mcm mane i tetap dan sentiase doa for ur mum supaya dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki!! Amin.

Sayang,,I promise to u again that i'm a better person and a change person and a better hubbie honey,,and promise me that u will always wait for me until everythings is over and sentiase setia dengan i! I yakin hubungan kite ini KUAT! Promise me ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN. I'll prove it to u! And u too! I won't do any more crime in future because as i know that whenever i'm with u everyday,,i feel secured..honey,,i need ur support..u are the only one i loved most in my whole life! I do really mean it honey! no matter what,,kite akan sentiase bersama!! Bare that in mind that u already have Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail that u love most in ur whole life! UNDERSTAND! Syg,,i got to go,,sampai di sini ur hubbie tulis..lame-lame jari i ade muscle nanti..HuHu..Hugg n kisses to u sayang..Muaacks Muaacks Muaacks Muaacks Muaacks! 160309

PS:Remember to update my sis                                                                             Yours Sincerely/Truly,
so that when she visit me                                                                                          Irwan Ismail
she can tell me! Don't worry
i will always request and keep                                                                         ( Love u Aslindah Bte Azman
on request for u and mama!                                                                              S9220129E LynnIrwan )
Jangan lupe datang uma i !
bwk ur mum!

Thinking Of Him (:

♥

♥♥♥♥♥Irwan!! IMY luqh !! Y u din send me letter tis week?..I'm curious..hmm...Knape niekk?.. Have being waiting fur your letter fur the past few days but in the end tis weeks you din send any letter to me...WHY?... YOU'RE BAD!! WHY!! Do send me letter as soon as possible tau!! ILY ,,Remember those *PROMISES WE MAKE FOR EACH OTHER..* Bare tht in mind..AND always! (: ♥♥♥♥♥

Loave: SuperLYNN

Resistance♥Love Letter

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Many things catches your Eyes, try to get it.But one thing catches your Heart . Pursue it.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥Loave: SuperLYNN

Waiting for his LOVE LETTER!! (: Cant wait to read it! Weeweeweee...

Loave: SuperLYNN

SuperLYNN

If I could, I would use those magic stardust& write Iloveyou on tha plain yet beautiful sky accompanied by fireworks& behold by tha magnifence especially to humans whom are tha reasons fo revealn my high cheek bones. If I could, I would


Loave**SuperLYNN

Hatred

Dear GF/BF,,




I was so DAMN ANGRY rite nw. You know what ,,i saw FULL OF PPM SIAL PT TAGGED DIER AND HIS COMMENT. If u guys in my shoe what would you do when ur BOYFRIENDS does tht to you?..You all tell me..Nk diam kan diri saje ker?.. Aqu pon tk tau aqh..RITE NW,, IM SO FED-UP.. Asl aqu tgk tagged dier,,KIMAK!! HATI AQU MCM NK NANGIS AQH ..I CANT TAKE TIS ANYMORE. IM SO SAD HE DO TIS TO ME. friends wad should i do?...ii reali cant stand it!! HE HURTS ME ALOTS!! ONCE HE ASK ME TO DELETE MY TAGGED ..I DELETE IT! AFTER THT HE DO TAGGED WITHOUT ME KNOWING ANYTHING SAMPAI AQU SUSPEND AND FOUND OUT MYSELF. Im so damn freak out!! Feel like commit suicide at dat time..!! LET IT GO ONCE,,THEN PPM MSG NK KNL2..LET IT GO TWICE..PPM MSG NAME NURUL AMIN..KORANG GUESS LAKI KER PPM?..AQU SUSPEND KUAT PPM..LET IT GO THRICE!! FOUND OUT GO PUB.LET IT GO FOURTH TIME..FOUND OUT ADER PPM..LET IT GO FIFTH TIME!! Do u guys know how hard to handle tis problem im facing ALONE!! HE WONT BE BOTHER AT ALL. HATI AQU SAKIT SANGAT-SANGAT TAK ADER SATU PON DIER PIKIR. AQU SORANG HAD 2 FACE WAD HE DID TO ME. Aqu mcm tak berguna langsong dlm diri dier mase tuh.. APER YG AQU TAHU I HAVE TO MOVES ON AND COMFORT MY SELF AGAIN AND AGAIN..I HAVE NO ONE TO SHARE IT TOO..I JUST KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WHY TIS HAVE 2 HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!!!!!!! I DUN HAVE THT MUCH STRENGTH BUT I TRY 2 MAKE MYSELF SMILE EVERYDAY. WHO KNOW,,NO ONE KNOW INCLUDE HIM.




COME ON ASLINDAH,, I KNOW YOU ARE STRONG!! YES AM I!! WOOHOOO...!!! SMILE ASLINDAH!! SMILE!!.... I LOVE MYSELF ALOTS!! I HAVE TO BE STRONG TO FACE TIS!! I HAVE TOO!! COMMON,,ASLINDAH!! CHEER UP!! (:

Like you!!

Dear gf/bf,,

You know what ive being at home for quite some days and kinda bored lately!! Errgh! so damn bored. Cant wait for his letter again in another 2day time..WooHoo..!! I miss him so much!! Another few more days i get to meet him. I wanna hug him titely and kiss him tht much!! I really damn miss himm alots!! BB!! IMY!! Hmm.. Ok feellas friends,, ii got to go!! BuBooii!!! : D

With LOAVE
SuperLYNN

♥They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

         ♥ Third letter received!!24-01-10


          Sygku Aslindah,,
                                  dear ape khabar? i harap u sentiase sihat selalu..what are u doing out there now? Still the same work is it? Tak try tanye kakak i about work? Its up to u ok..Syg,,how-s ur mum?I sentaise doa semoga ur family dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki. Tell ur mum Happy B'day,maafkan i sebab tak dapat sambut same-same..Maafkan i..Thanks to u n ur mum,hamdan that have been helping me.Syg,,for ur info,,i dah request for u to visit me tau..Syg tunang kesayangan i nie..Don't worry..i'll always update u alrite?..Syg..kenape tak reply alek surat i? Kan ade address kat bawa name i and vest no..Haix..Dah due surat tau i hantar..Update to me whenever or whatever u wanna say ok? Ingat tau JUJUR ngan i tau..

                                Dear,,i sangat-sangat cintakan u..Janganlah sesekali pon u lupe tentang i..i setia dengan u..syg,,maafkan i atas segalenye ape yang terjadi dulu..i already promise to my mum that i a better son and the same to u that i promise when i release i'm a change and better person and i'm giving u my fullness honey..TRUST ME and i MEAN IT DEAR! U're the Only one i Loved most! I'm serious and really mean it sayang..U kan dah janji dengan i,,U akan prove it to me and let me see it and setia dengan i! kn..i will always remember ur promises honey..

                              Sayang,,U yang terakhir dan selamenye dalam hidup i sekarang! Sudah pon 10Bulan kite bersame dan kite dah bina istana yang mewah..I yakin Istana dan hubungan kite ini KUAT! YAKIN sayang..Kite mesti kuatkan IMAN DAN SEMANGAT!! ok syg? I harapkan sangat dari u..Syg,,no matter what happen we will always together honey..Kn?Syg,, i need ur support..and give me ur best support ok?Love u dear! Aslindah Bte Azman,,Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismailtelah berjanji kite akan KEKAL!!!! sentiase ingat janji u sayang..u too pon ingat tau! I harap u masih simpan msg yg i kasi u bace,,I nak u dengar nasihat dan pesan-pesan i..i akan pesan u setiap kali i tulis surat tau..ok?i akan tulis surat setiap minggu tau..ok?

                             Sayabg,,i will always update u every week tau..Don;t forget to write letters to me every week ok..Its a must! Muaacks..Syg,,when i dah release kan,,i gonna show u something special for u..i masih simpan..mungkin u lupe..Just wait till i release ok honey..wait for me tau..Syang,,I target by June i dah release tau..maybe lagi siang kot..but don't worry tak lame..Once i dah tau release date i,,i confirm bilang u..fetch me tau..By the way,,sooner or later u will know my court marshall date..Don't forget to come tau..bring mother in law along tau..Dear,,if can give me address boonlay so u tak penat pegi check letter box at Bmeer..Dear,,Irwan love u so much! will always love u honey! Don't mix around! Make urself busy working ok? U'll be safe..listen to me..Got any prob just tell my sis ok..update her and ask her when bile nak visit i ok..Dear,,i got to go..Gonna miss u badly,,Love u so much badly dear!i'm waiting for ur reply..LynnIrwan 160309 Muaackd..Urs DEAR-DEAR

PS: Kirim salam ur mum n hamdan                                                                           URS ALWAYS,
and thank for helping me..                                                                                        M.Irwan B. Ismail
IMPORTANT!! is to check ur
letter box EVERY WEEK OK?
CHECK!! IMPORTANT!
REPLY A.S.A.P!! I'm waiting...

Resistance♥Love Letter

         Second letter received!!(:
          

          My Only Love,(thts me!)
Sayang ngah buat ape?sayang sihat?I harap u sentiase sihat.Macam mane keadaan kat luar sane?Make sure update me tau sayang.How's ur family?Ingat tau update whatever u wanted to say..jangan simpan-simpan..jujur tau ngan i..u should know me dear..Sayang dah pergi rumah i? At least sekali-sekala datang rumah i ok dear?Call my sister dulu before datang tau,mane tau takde orang kat rumah.

          Dear Dear,belikan i seluar bole? Yang u kate dekat Clubmarc tu..HeHe..ingat tk?Kan u kate u nak beli baju kotak-kotak sepasang..HeHe..beli tau jangan tak beli pulak..I bilang u my size ok?if pants size thirty-two n shirt size M tau.. Ingat! HuHu..By the way, i target around June segalenye settle..maybe so buat sementare ni we can only express our feeling thru the letter and accompany us for the time being..tapi i try to request for u ok sayang..i try my very best ok dear.nanti when i nye court at detention barrack, i suruh kakak i call ur mum tau so u bole datang ok? i will always update u sayang.I hope u too update me as well.

          Sayang, i harap u akan sentiase dan selamenye ngan i. Ur promise will always i INGAT selalu! Prove it to me and let me see it right? I TRUST u honey..U're the only one i love till eternity. And i can assure u that when i'm release, I'm a CHANGE PERSON and i'll give u my fullness! I promise u this and i mean it. I miss u badly larh dear..Cepat ehk dah 10bulan..may our relationship last long! Sayang,i dah bilang my step-mum and dad yang i nak ikat tunang ngan u..my dad cakap lepas i da keluar then i and u plan then we tell them ok?love u so much! It's just a matter of time honey..time past very fast..i faham sangat perasaan u sayang,i faham..ingat kuat kan semangat and iman.FAHAM? No matter what and how far we are,u always in my heart sayang..i love u is more than words! i will always be with u honey..ALWAYS..INGAT, U yang terakhir dan selamenye dalam hidup i ASLINDAH! INGAT dlm otak u,every SEC,MIN,HOURS,EVERYDAY!! FAHAM? I'm serious this time!!

          Sayang, don't cry luqh when bace surat..i feel it dear..ok? No matter how far we are, i still can feel honey..as u know i a freak..HeHe..Sayang,surat u la paling i harap kan..i harap u sentiase tulis surat..i love u many-many dear..make urself busy tau n don't ever forget me and write letters to me..i tulis surat every week tau..so please kindly check ur letter box every week ok?on friday or saturday should be at ur letter box..This all letters are special to u..so keep it whenever u go ok sayang promise? The watch take care of it n don't let anyone wear it! its only for u honey!

          Sayang,don't mix around.INGAT! Work hard and save money as u told me before..Prove it to me n let me see it!! Hati i akan sakit when u do something wrong..ingat! U know me well honey..love u many-many..Ingat tau tulis surat selalu and don't wait for my reply.Just write letter every week i confirm reply sayang..Check letter box every weekends as i told u earlier! Ok dear-dear i got to go..take good care alrite,Love n miss u badly! Love u lots honey! i love u ASLINDAH!! 160309 Muaacks..Muaacks..Muaacks

PS: By the way,                                                                                               URS Always,
If u nak keje dgn kakak i blg je tau..                                                                 Irwan Ismail (DD)
Update my sis tau..
Then visit she will
tell me ok.Muaacks!
And i can't wait to
see my honey prove it to me! Muaacks