Thursday, May 6, 2010

♥ Husband, I miss euu..

Dear Diary,
Today, kinda quite oke with them around me. At last i can tok to someone rather than being alone ad Boon Lay House most of th time. ♥I MISS MYE LOVE ALOT ND ALOTS!! Cannot wait til his release on 21May'10. OMGG.... I hope my leave could approve by HQ. Hopefully YES!! I really want to fetch my babyboyy upon his releasing soon. Haish.. Sometime tings goes wrong as it expected to be. How i wish euu could be there for me whenever i needs euu. Today, i cant stop crying thinking about euu most of th time. EVERY MOMENTS WE SPEND TOGETHER MAKE ME WANNA CRY THINKING ABOUT IT. Only god's knows my inside out parcel of life. Today olso i saw my parents quarrel infront of me. I could not stay strong. Cos i know i dun wish to see them quareelling. How i wish i could have a perfect family by my side everyday, but that is just a dream. It will never come true ! How i wish babbyboyy could hear my SCREAM! I miss euu so much husband! Love euu many many.. !! 160309 is th day that i accepted ure love nd i hope it will last til eternity nd let's hope that we will change fur a better , for our future.. AMIN..

LOTS OF LOVE
LYNN

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

♥Love Letter received on 4May'10

Dear Diary,
Today i'm so HAPPY cos i just received his love letter to me. At last !! After th long wait fur th letter nd finally i recieved it. Thanks god's fur th help. I'm SUPER DUPER HAPPY!! :] He wil be releasing on 21May'10 on FRIDAY ! Woohoo.... !! ((: Nd tis is what he written:

To My Only Love,
Dear, how are you? I hope everything is doing fine out there. As for me here.. macam biasejugak. Sayang, sihat? Jangan macam-macam ehk.. Sebenarnye kan, i tak tahu ape nak tulis.. Haha.. Dear.. keje tau jangan ponteng-ponteng keje.. Faham?

Dear, i really miss u so badly la.. Tak sabar seh nak keluar.. Dear.. wait for me tau.. but if can, fetch me bole? I release on 21 May that is next month that falls on friday kot. But for more detail ask my step mum ok? Make sure tau..

Dear.. Remember that Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail tetap Contai dan Sayangi u.. hanye u di hati i.. Sentiase di hati u.. Love u sayang.. My handwriting pon dah selekeh.. Malas nak tulis sebab tak sabar nak keluar tau jumpe u!! Muacck.. I tetap tulis surat untuk u sayang.. Dear.. I Love U.. I Miss U.. ALWAYS LOVE U SAYANG.. Ingat tau ask my step mum bout my release ok? Ask for detail! I RELEASE ON 21 MAY 2010 OK? next month tau.. Take care sayang.. Love u, Miss u badly!! 160309.. LynnIrwan.. Muaacks

Yours Always,
(Signature)
M.Irwan Bin Ismail

PS: Dear, for ur info, u can come visit me but u have to ask my dad or step mum for my visit card then u can book to visit me ok? I hope u do honey.. See u soon.. Muaack! Love u!!

Nd that's th end of th letter that he wrote fur me.. haish..

I miss u too, husband !! If only euu could read mine blog, euu wil know how lonely i am without euu by my side everyday!! Only god's know what's happening to me all tis while. How depressed i am alone most of th time ad home without ani1 i could tok too !

But most importantly, i'm glad to hear from euu and i'm super duper happy that euu gonna release soon but no promises that i wil fetch euu. I'm sorry. But wil try my best to fetch euu once again !! Love nd Miss euu so badly, husband! Hmoackiiezy !! >'< Hugg.. Hugg..

Lots of LOVE
LYNN

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

♥ I admit !!


PS: I SWEAR I REALLY DO MISS MINE [HUSBAND] SO DAMN MUCH !!
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I was down on my knees, tears rolling down. I cried for help,but no one was around. Still i sat, through the days and nights. Feeling the sore from this heart that bled. I shut my eyes, contemplated on hope. Came the faint sounds of footsteps, to that i woke. And there you were wiping up my tears. And with your hands so gently you brought me near. The hug you gave caresses my soul. Down to my heart, you soothe my sorrow. Just like the sunshine that brightens the day. You are the light that came my way. No more excuses... ~.I Love euu husband.~ - LYNN specially fur MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL-                                        
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Sincerely nd Truly,
LYNN- 160309 -