Horrable Life
Its been so long eversince i blog. I miss blogging. Tis is th time i can express evry single things in me and my life. Ok, let's not wait any longer.
I feel so insecure for th past few month cos 1 things i have to say. I think my engagement is cancel due to some problem th guys side face. I dont know whether to throw tantrum or be patient w their side or maybe GOD'S dont want us to be in a rush?.. Ohh, GOD'S .. you have giving me alot of obstacle befall me recently after i decided to get engaged. Why?.. Maybe i have th answer to it. Or maybe 'jodoh tak kemana' ?.. I dont know bout it. Evrythings i dont know. Why?.. Age still not acceptable to get engaged. I think th best is to post it. Bot of us still young to understand th consequence in th future. Thank GOD'S.
And next,
A girl whom i know and yes who my boypwen also know give birth and name th baby my boypwen name in one of th bby boy name. Is it coinsendence or maybe she cannot forget my boypwen?.. GOD'S please give me th answer to it. I'm so sad. I dont have anyone to turn to when my down. Boypwen?.. Nehh, his not interested to hear it. He will surely say my kpo. My family, same as my boypwen. Why there is alot of obstacle befall me recently. I try to be nice but in-return what did i get. A scolding instead of listening. Haish.
And lastly,
I have been gone thru alot of obstacle. I try to understand him and my mother. I feel that i'm still not apart from their in their hearts. I feel like crying everytime i think bout th hush words they say it to me. A words STUPID that often come out from their mouth. Th scolding too ! Am i too sensitive or what?.. I need th answer. All th things that you all have made for me i will repay all th kindness and return it to you. I'm so sad but nonethless, i have to be strong to face it. This is me, no one can change it unless me, myself.
Goodnight !
