Fcuk up!

Dear Diary,
Todayy, kinda scuk up. Euu wanna know why?.. Its because i'm out of jobs for the past few months. I'm looking for a stable jobs right now but until todayy i din get any jobs yet. What the hell! So fed-up with life sometime. Or maybe i'm too choosy?.. I guess a bit but if euu were in my shoe will euu willing to work at KEDAI ROTI?? .. OMG!! Will euu?.. I guess NO right. Same apply to me too! Hahaha.. Funny right! Whe the hell wanna work at there?.. In my teenage life not a single once i saw a young age of mine working at there euu know. Haiiyoo.. Might as well i look for other jobs right. Haiish. Looking for a jobs makes me headache man.. Haiish. Anyone can recommend me with a jobs?.. Haiish.. How i wish i could find a jobs just a split second and jeng jeng,, i found one. Cool right. No needs for me to think to much. If i were to start a jobs, there's no needs to ask from my family members moneymoneymoney. I realise i;m such a painful to them. Keep on asking from them money everytime wanna look for a jobs nor going out with my cousin. Haiish.. After quit jobs from pizza hut, i have try to look for jobs. And i found one that is menicurist jobs. That jobs look cool right but wait till euu work with them. My work place all chinese and i'm the only one malay. What do euu expect from them?.. Bias and racist aqh! Thank goodness. Almost all the jobs i need to do for them. Housekeep, attend to customers andand etc. How am i going to handling it. Its like i'm the only one working at there. What the Fcuk! Andand the salary is just SG3.50 per hour. And everythings in there i have to do. Is it worth the money?.. No right. So, i've decide to quit the jobs and find a new one over again. And until now still searching for a jobs and at the same time looking for a stable jobs. I really hope that i could work under retail outlet somehow. But with my qualification i know i cant go that too far ahead right. But i really really hope that one day i will get a jobs that i interest with and will stick with the jobs sampai bila-bila! Nak stable income mah. Have to plan it now. At the same time thanks hubbie for praying hard for me. Euu know right i have difficulties in finding jobs. But dont working. My principle is never GIVE UP and euu told me to be STRONG right! I have to be positive in any ways. I have to work hard to achieve my aim. Go Go Go ASLINDAH!! I know euu can do it! Thanks alots for euurr support hubbie. ILY♥IRWAN


I have to think POSITIVE and stayy STRONG !! I will.. GO GO GO !!  ((:


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