Todayy, i knock off from work around 2201pm. Kinda tired almost everydayy. Maklom laqh, work as full-time jobs under retail. No weekends off at all. But will take MC somedays. Sape bleh tahan weekends kene keje nohh !! No time fur paktoi ! Haha ((: Miss my fiance alots! But he wil be release this weeks on 26March'10. And euu know what ?.. I've not being going to his house and until now. Feel guilty right now. Hmph ! Sorry deardear... I'm totally sorry! No words to describe it. I'm clueless.. Haissh.. Kenape aqu seram nah nak pergi rumah dier tengok mak dier eyk?.. I dunno.. why.. I don't want his mum burst into tears when talking about his son. I know how its feels. I have being together with him fur 12months 5days. Haha.. A bit shocking because din know that this relationship that we have build together long last till now. I find it weirdo and funny. Din expects tis to come this far. But wil treasure this relationship sampai kekal abadi. We have promise each other that no matter what happen in-future, there is always ME&YOU ! I hope that this relationship last long. But i did not know whether i'm ready to get engaged. I'm still young and energytic. Wanting to learn and experience things. Alot alot and many many.. As euu all knows that i'm the type of person who loave to party at the age i am right now. But after starting working as full-time retail assisstant i find that i have no time to party. I feel so damn jealous towards other cliques of mine. They get to enjoys life to the fullness whereas i'm different. Haiish.. They go clubbing, drink and get drunk. And recently they step into ZIRCA. What the hell. Invitation recieved by me thru FaceBook but i'm not attending to it. Haiyoo.. Feel so sian lor.. And recently too my fellas clan gf inviteed me to ladies nite at Victoria St but i'll rejected it too ! Ergh.. Fed-up liao.. My cliques sayy i'm no long the same me. I realise i have change a drastic changes in me. NO MORE PUBS ! NO MORE HANG-OUT ! NO MORE OVERNIGHT! NO MORE GUY OF FRIENDS HANGING AROUND ME! I'LL PUT A STOP IN EVERYTHINGS! EVERTHINGS IN MY PAST I' HAVE CHANGE. This is me right now. Working as a full-time staff. My time is only for my precious and beloved fiance, Irwan. Do opening and closing morning til night. But i hate the most is i din get to spend my time with my precious ones anymore!! Family, Fiance and my fellas clans. All i have to do now is focus on budgeting andand save up for the future needs. Everythings in life before i have put a stop to it and now focusing on my brighter side with my fiance and family members. Without their supports i'm nobody and without their help-line i'm nothing! Will treasure my FAMILY MEMBERS AND FIANCE FOREVER! Loave Loave Loave euu all so much !! And euu too fiance !! :]
Lots of LOAVE:
♥LYNN
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