♥ Fiance, I MISS EUU SO BADLY ......

Today, 29April'10 is my off day again. Boring sehh. Cos i dun have mine lil cute niece with me. Haish. Miss her alot lor!! Nd also I dun have someone special to meet me up again during my off day that is my fiance!! He have been sentence to 8weeks fur the latest case. Alhamdulilah, he kena fine SG4500 only. 8weeks is like 8yrs !! Torturing me especially!! I do hope that everythings settle down as soon as possible !! Th faster th better rite fiance!! Hmm. I miss mine cousin alot!! But no money to meet them up!! Sorry cousin. Will plan it as soon as possible to catch up with th tings. Hahaha ((: I din receive any love letter from him yet. But will wait fur atleast 1month rite. But hopefully he can send me letter th most. I dunno his whereabout. How is he?.. Is everythings fine in there?.. Haish. Tis is th first relationship that last long fur about a year. Hahah.. I really cant believe it !! But i want tis relationship to last long until eternity nd more than that. Tis will be th last i'm into relationship with guy animore. Cos i have that confident in me tis will be last until eternity. Hopefully, what we have plan together goes smoothly. Nd euu ladies nd guys just wait fur th day to come .. OK!! ((:

Insyallah, kalu jodoh berpanjangan. Woohoo !! ((:

♥ So sick !*

PS: I MISS MINE ONE!!! :]

♥ Miss mine lil BOYY.. !!

PS: I MISS U SO BADLY HUSBAND!!

8WEEKS IS LIKE 8 YEARS TO ME!! HOLY-SHIT!! ARGH!!

LOVE DO
REALLY HURTS!

1. ITS KILLING ME TO SEE U LIE TO ME!
2. ITS REALLY PAINFULL SEE YOUR TAGGED FULL OF CRAPS AND JUNKS!!
3. HOW I WISH YOU COULD PROVE YOUR SINCERELY TO ME!
4. HOW I WISH YOU COULD TRUST ME!
5. HOW I WISH YOU UNDERSTNAD ME!
6. HOW I WISH EVERYTHINGS SETTLE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
7. HOW I WISH I COULD CONTROL MY EMOTION!
8. HOW I WISH I COULD HANDLE YOU WITH ALL THE SATISFACTION OF LOVE!
9. HOW I WISH YOU COULD PICTURE IT CLEARLY HOW DEEPLY MY LOVE FOR YOU ALL THIS WHILE!
10. HOW I WISH I CPULD TURN AROUND THE TIME I'M SPENDING THE SWEET MEMORY WITH YOU AND START ALL OVER AGAIN!
11. HOW I WISH I COULD THINK PROPERLY WITHOUT HURTING ANYONE!
12. HOW I WISH I COULD BE THE ONLY ONE YOU LOVE AND TREASURE IT ALOTS AND MORE THAN THAT!!
13. HOW I WISH I COULD PROVE THE THINGS THAT I WANT IT TO BE TO YOU!!
14. HOW I WISH I COULD EASE YOUR BURDEN!
15. HOW I WISH TIME FLIES THAT FAST!
16. EVERY LITTLE THINGS YOU HAVE GAVE ME I APPRECIATE IT ALOTS! I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I'M TRULY SINCERE WITH YOU AND WANT THIS RELATIONSHIP LAST LONG UNTIL ETERNITY WITHOUT ANYONE NOR ANY OF US GIVE PROBLEM!! HOW I WISH EVERYTHINGS WENT SMOOTHLY AS IT EXPECTED! HOW I WISH ALL OF THAT HAPPEN.........

LYNN

Women wish to be loved not because they are pretty, or good, or well bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are themselves.

Bloggin again!! At last!! ((:

Dear Diary,
13April'10 i have to attend to court nd its nt about me bt its about him. I thank god's so much that finally everythings settle nd i thank god's once again that his sentence is only 8wks. Its 8wks just a minor to u but its killing me softly.. its feels like 8yrs i'm withiout him!! Only gods know how miserable i am living without him. Seeing his face. Miss quarrelling with him over minor problem eventhough its minor problem but to him its like a major problem. I'm sorry i have hurts u again after u have released from dentention barracks. I dun mean me to keep everythings to myself but i dun want u to get hurts. That's is my only intention. I dun wish to quarrel with u anymore. Let's change it husband. I know all tis while u din put a trust in me eventhough u say u trusted me. But i can sense it husband. What's for tis ggoing on after which each other dun trust one another. Nd please dun accuse me of lie-ing to you any more. I have nothing more to say. But i know i realise my mistake . I wont do it again. You are making me more tention ! haish. . If some grant me 3 wishes.. I will surely make good use of the wishes.
1. ..........
2. ..........
3. ..........
(secret, cnt be reveal!)

Today is the sixth days his away.. I realli dunno what to do without him. After that he have to undergo his national service. I still have a long way to go upon seeing him. Miss him alots!! Patient is a must in me. But changes must occurs in order to make it last until eternity. I have being with him for 13months and 2day. And i really hope from him that tis will be the last time we are fallen in love. No matter what happen, i will always give him my fullest supports!! Gudnite! :]

*Nd thanks fur the lovely time u have spent with me before u went inside! Thanks u so much husband! :]

LYNN