Dear Diary,
13April'10 i have to attend to court nd its nt about me bt its about him. I thank god's so much that finally everythings settle nd i thank god's once again that his sentence is only 8wks. Its 8wks just a minor to u but its killing me softly.. its feels like 8yrs i'm withiout him!! Only gods know how miserable i am living without him. Seeing his face. Miss quarrelling with him over minor problem eventhough its minor problem but to him its like a major problem. I'm sorry i have hurts u again after u have released from dentention barracks. I dun mean me to keep everythings to myself but i dun want u to get hurts. That's is my only intention. I dun wish to quarrel with u anymore. Let's change it husband. I know all tis while u din put a trust in me eventhough u say u trusted me. But i can sense it husband. What's for tis ggoing on after which each other dun trust one another. Nd please dun accuse me of lie-ing to you any more. I have nothing more to say. But i know i realise my mistake . I wont do it again. You are making me more tention ! haish. . If some grant me 3 wishes.. I will surely make good use of the wishes.
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(secret, cnt be reveal!)
Today is the sixth days his away.. I realli dunno what to do without him. After that he have to undergo his national service. I still have a long way to go upon seeing him. Miss him alots!! Patient is a must in me. But changes must occurs in order to make it last until eternity. I have being with him for 13months and 2day. And i really hope from him that tis will be the last time we are fallen in love. No matter what happen, i will always give him my fullest supports!! Gudnite! :]
*Nd thanks fur the lovely time u have spent with me before u went inside! Thanks u so much husband! :]
LYNN
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