Irwan lil frreak

Ok. Let me start writing now. I'm so damn no mood today. Tears rolling down. Till when i have to be like this. I've to accept what most ppl say FATE. Its all written by him. But i've to accept it. I really need someone that i could talk too. I need to express evrythings. You find me smile wide-widely but in ❤here, i'm totally sad. I wish i could control and handle tings properly. I feel like crying right now. But who know. Since i'm the youngest among mine siblings, its me who always pointed by her. But he just cant understand how i go thru in ❤here. Please FATE, let me be the one who can achieve mine goal. Let me feel that you always by mine side. I'm just to sad today. What i've been thru is so hard. Neverthless, i've to be strong! Wake-up! Your 18yr old now. Change to be a better ones and love by evryone. Your grown up chick. No longer small kids. CHANGE ! CHANGE ! CHANGE, TO BE A BETTER ONES !