Tomorrow!! :]

Dear Diary..
Tomorrow is the dayy!! I miss euu soo much, FIANCE IRWAN !! :] meet euu tomorrow i guess.. *wink((:

♥3 days to go upon his releasing dayy!! :]

Dear Diary,

Todayy, is my off day. So, i must make goods use of the time ! Hehehe .. Spend every sec doing somethings for myself. Beside watching tv and update some on my lappy. Hehe ((: Miss mine fiance, IRWAN so much ! 3 more days to go upon his releasing date. I cannot believe it ! He will release soon !! OMG !! I will try mine best to fetch him if possible if not i try take urgent leave or whatsoever ! I cannot wait upon his releasing actuali but i do not know how to express it to him. Only god's know how its feel when i'm apart from him ! Please do give us blessing anyone! :] Wish us last long til eternity ! And for mine beloved and precious fiance, MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL, do treasure this relationship as how i treasure it fur the past few months i'm with euu. Do make goods use of all the promises euu have made with and most importantly do make goods use of the words euu have say through the letters euu sent me once a week. Be a better person and a better son ! The feeling inside and outside is totally different fiance. Inside euu intend to promise to yourselve that euu wanna change fur a better but upon your release later euu confirm might change to be a different ones. Not the ways euu promise it to be. But i really hope that euu really wanna change fur a better. Hopefully YES! Anythings can happen in-future. Outside life is different compare to inside life. You should know all this right better than me. Will always support euu and wait fur euu until everythings settle. I make the promise and i'll prove it to euu ! Changes in me not that drastic changes. But will slowly follow the flow. I hope euu really really wanna be a better person upon your releasing soon. And no matter what happen in-future i hope there's always be me and euu. And there's always be MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL AND ASLINDAH BINTE AZMAN forever until eternity! This is what euu always sayy to me through the letter that euu have sent it to me fur the past few months IRWAN. Make good use of it ! Until here.. Adios ! :]

Lots Of Love,
LYNN

♥4days to go.. COUNTING DOWN ! :]

Dear Diary,
Todayy, is my first dayy doing opening. Hopefull everythings done in a proper manner nd a proper ways supposely. Just working there fur about 2weeks plus in a row. Once a weeks off. My body nd everywhere is ache-king. Hahah.. I nd someone to message fur me please. Anyhoot.. Nd i find this particular of aunties new staff talk nd talk to me non-stop just now. Walau Weii. I find her ok nut too much talking leii. Haiish. Always partner with a weird-weird person. First is China women nd now is aunties that talk non-stop. haiish. But better off then partner with area manager nd supervisor right. Hahaha.. If i have a chance to partner with area manager nd supervisor i guess i will straight-away reject lor. Hahaha.. Don't feel that much comfortable when working with that people. Hahaha.. Sure, i will be weirdo. Hahaha. Nd i make new friends !! A girl of friends of course ! She just working as a sales girl. Promoting the product of her company. Of course malay cliques. Hehe ((: She have being there fur quite sometime. Hahaha.. Lucky i have 'kaki gerek' if not no point of me working there. Hahaha. Aslindah terok sioll !! Bad attitude that needs to adjust somewhere in the brain. Hahaha ((:
Ouhya, she always accompany go smoking smoking cos she smoke also. Hahaha.. Nd most wonderful in her is she give me freebies liao. Lappy installation of anti-virus software. Hahaha. Nd also rubber tingy fur my lappy nd lastly tmr she will be giving me some tings fur mine lappy. EVERYTHINGS SHE DO FUR MINE LAPPY IS FOC lor. I shell blanje her makan once i get my first pay ! Hahaha.. ((: Takkn everythings she do fur me i don't have to return back kan. Ader pegy, ader baleq right. Hehehe.. Once i get my pay i will plan with her what are we going to do. Nd most probably is SHOPPING time fur the ladies!! Woohoo.. But not forgotten the money i earn also have to give a bit for my mum nd will blanje fur my brother some clothes or pants nd not forgotten my fiance too! Will never forget my sedare lor! Always be there fur me.

Ok gotten end my bla bla bla.. hehe
Gudnitex ! :]

Lots of love,
LYNN

♥Missing SOMEONE !! :]

Dear Diary,
Todayy, i knock off from work around 2201pm. Kinda tired almost everydayy. Maklom laqh, work as full-time jobs under retail. No weekends off at all. But will take MC somedays. Sape bleh tahan weekends kene keje nohh !! No time fur paktoi ! Haha ((: Miss my fiance alots! But he wil be release this weeks on 26March'10. And euu know what ?.. I've not being going to his house and until now. Feel guilty right now. Hmph ! Sorry deardear... I'm totally sorry! No words to describe it. I'm clueless.. Haissh.. Kenape aqu seram nah nak pergi rumah dier tengok mak dier eyk?.. I dunno.. why.. I don't want his mum burst into tears when talking about his son. I know how its feels. I have being together with him fur 12months 5days. Haha.. A bit shocking because din know that this relationship that we have build together long last till now. I find it weirdo and funny. Din expects tis to come this far. But wil treasure this relationship sampai kekal abadi. We have promise each other that no matter what happen in-future, there is always ME&YOU ! I hope that this relationship last long. But i did not know whether i'm ready to get engaged. I'm still young and energytic. Wanting to learn and experience things. Alot alot and many many.. As euu all knows that i'm the type of person who loave to party at the age i am right now. But after starting working as full-time retail assisstant i find that i have no time to party. I feel so damn jealous towards other cliques of mine. They get to enjoys life to the fullness whereas i'm different. Haiish.. They go clubbing, drink and get drunk. And recently they step into ZIRCA. What the hell. Invitation recieved by me thru FaceBook but i'm not attending to it. Haiyoo.. Feel so sian lor.. And recently too my fellas clan gf inviteed me to ladies nite at Victoria St but i'll rejected it too ! Ergh.. Fed-up liao.. My cliques sayy i'm no long the same me. I realise i have change a drastic changes in me. NO MORE PUBS ! NO MORE HANG-OUT ! NO MORE OVERNIGHT! NO MORE GUY OF FRIENDS HANGING AROUND ME! I'LL PUT A STOP IN EVERYTHINGS! EVERTHINGS IN MY PAST I' HAVE CHANGE. This is me right now. Working as a full-time staff. My time is only for my precious and beloved fiance, Irwan. Do opening and closing morning til night. But i hate the most is i din get to spend my time with my precious ones anymore!! Family, Fiance and my fellas clans. All i have to do now is focus on budgeting andand save up for the future needs. Everythings in life before i have put a stop to it and now focusing on my brighter side with my fiance and family members. Without their supports i'm nobody and without their help-line i'm nothing! Will treasure my FAMILY MEMBERS AND FIANCE FOREVER!  Loave Loave Loave euu all so much !! And euu too fiance !! :]

Lots of LOAVE:

♥LYNN

♥Love Letter received on 17March'10

Dear Diary,
Today, friday 19March'10 kinda tired after knock off from work just now. No customer! No sale! Argh !! So fed-up ! But after reading the love letter from my precious fiance i feel so damn happy of course. Hehe. Here its goes !

My Dearest Only Fiancee,
Honey, how are u? I hope everythings is fine out there. As for me, i sentiase sihat sentiase.. so don't worry ok? How's ur mum? I harap sentiase sihat wal-afiat Sayang, i really miss u so much seh.. Nape tak visit i? Bile i belum request, u nak sangat visit i, bile dah bole visit i, u pulak tak datang.. Hmm.. Its ok.. Yang penting u sentiase tulis surat untuk i.. do send me more letters tau.. dear, kanape kakak i tak visit i seh.. Kalau kakaki tak boleh datang, u datang aje lah dengan mama.. datnag je .. i fed-up uh.. dah due bulan tau i tak ade visit..

Sayang, dah dapat keje? I harap u dapat keje yang tetap.. By the way,, u dah try interview tempat keje kakak i? Mesti belum kan..? Haix.. dear.. u dah pergi rumah i? Mesti belum jugak ke? Hmm.. Kadang-kadang tak faham kenape susah sangat nak pergi rumah i.. Takpelah.. I pon tak pakse.. dear,, this week u datang ke tak i nye subcourt? I pon tak tau whether i pegi ke tak.. Hehe.. Dear.. wait for me tau.. PROMISE ME KAN? Muaacks.. dear.. i kat sini makan tidur,, makan tidur.. mesti gemuk seh.. nanti muke i bulat seh.. HEHE.. U tengah buat ape nie? Dear.. make sure the ring sentiase di jari u tau.. JANGAN KELUARKAN PON! BILE I KELUAR, I NAMPAK TAKDE.. U GET IT FROM ME! FAHAM?

Sayang,, i really want u to TREASURE THIS RELATIONSHIP DAMN MUCH TAU.. i really love u alot dear.. PROMISE ME THAT U WON'T LEAVE ME AT ALL AND ALWAYS BE WITH ME? PROMISE ME? HOPEFULLY YES! Sayang.. i nak u sentiase ingat, Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail SENTIASE DI HATI U DAN KEKAL SELAMENYE! SAYANG!!! I LOVE U SOOO MUCH! MUAACKS MUAACKS MUAACKS!

HONEY!! HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!! MAY OUR RELATIONSHIP LAST LONG TILL ETERNITY! I REALLY CANT BELIEVE IT HONEY! ITS TRUE THAT ITS OUR ONE YEAR ALREADY? THANKS HONEY TO BE IN MY LIFE! I LOVE ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN ALWAYS! THE ONLY ONE I LOVE MOST IS U SAYANG! MUAACKS MUAACKS MUAACKS!! HUGG HUGG!! BLUEK!

Sayang, i'll stop my writing here.. DON'T WORRY I SENTIASE TULIS SURAT UNTUK U SAYANG.. AS I PROMISE U BEFORE RIGHT? LOVE U,, MISS U,, HUGG U.. KISS U.. MUAACKS! My handwriting buruk kan? HeHe.. Yang penting u faham.. HeHe MUAACKKS! Love u to more than MAX! Muaackks! BLUEK!
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!

Yours Truly..
M.Irwan Bin Ismail
LynnIrwan 160309

PS: I LOVE U ALOT
LOVE U! LOVE U!
LOVE U! LOVE U!

( That's the end of his love letter me. I Love Love euu too so much hubbiee!! :] This love letters that he sent to me hopefully he will promise me his a change man. I hope he keeps his word and promises that he make through the letters he sent to me. I will accept as what he is before and after. No matter what happen in-future i hope we can overcome it together. No one can make us apart!! NO ONE WILL !! This relationship taught us to be a better and loving one and most priority is to TRUST each other. With that i will end my entries. NIGHTs! )

Lots of LOAVE:
♥LYNN

♥Love letter received on 9Mrach'10

Dear Diary,
Tis is my 9 love letters i've recieved from my beloved fiance, Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail. Woohhoo!! Kinda happy because he wil be release soon !! :] And here it goes:

To my dearest Fiancee,
dear, how are you? I hope everythings is fine out there. As for me here, everythings is fine smoothly.. Dear, i really miss u so much. Everyday i kept thinking of u and when am i going to see my beloved fiancee and i'm gonna hug u tightly! I really can't bare to leave u alone out there.. i can't bare to be apart from u, i promise in future i won't do any crime anymore! I really can't sit behind bars anymore.. i regret it! I'm a change person now dear.. give me ur fullest support. I'm bringing myself to the right path. Hopefully YES! I love u Aslindah Bte Azman.

Honey, i really miss my mum badly.. I'll feel like crying whenever i think bout her.. And i'm so happy there is still someone who still love me and willing to wait for me and that is u honey Aslindah Bte Azman! I really love u so much.. I really can't express it! I love u honey! Muaacks. Dear, what past is past ok? Now we already near to one year anniversary! I'm a change person and i hope u too honey.. what i need and wish for is that u Aslindah Bte Azman always love me till eternity.. Always be with me.. No matter how, where and no matter what happen in future, there is only u and me. I treasure this relationship more than what u think dear.. Right now and Right here, there is only one girl in my life and love story, that is u Aslindah Bte Azman! I always love u and we are really meant together! Every words i wrote in the letters are really drom the Bottom of my heart sayang.. It's not empty but its full of love from me to u.. There's no need for u to write ur negative thoughts dear ok? We always together.. ALWAYS HONEY!

Sayang, Thanks for being in my life, i'll always be there with u.. i only sacrifice to the girl whom i really loved most that is u Aslindah Bte Azman! Always in my life! I want u to TREASURE this RELATIONSHIP honey.. PROMISE? PROMISE? PROMISE ME? Its nearly to our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY DEAR! I'm so damn HAPPY giler.. HuHu.. I really can't wait to kiss and hug u honey! I can't wait no more! UR BELOVED FIANCEE IS RELEASING SOON! Aarrgh.. Dear, i love u sooooo much damn much! Wait for me out there honey! Muaacks! Bluek! ( U SENYUM KAN, KAN.. I TAU ) BLUEK!

Dear, GST credit tak dapat ke? Haiyoo.. i tak kesah, when i da release u blanje i! BLUEK! Hey, Hey,Hey.. U got something something for me ehk?Woohoo.. I tak sabar lah nk tengok ape yang u buat present untuk i. Sayang u.. Cinta u.. Muaacks! Dear.. do send me more letters ok? Love u so much! Kiss Kiss u! Muaacks Muaacks!

Sayang, i harap u dapat keje yang tetap.. Oi! Tempat keje kakak i tak perlu good english la.. simple english da bole.. U try lah mane tau u dapat! I yakin u mesti dapatnye.. PERCAYE LAH and denger cakap i. Dear, sekali-sekala datang uma i ok? DEAR! Kakak i tak visit i dah nak masuk DUA BULAN SEH.. Tak kan busy seh.. But its ok.. U call kakak i tau suruh die visit i ok? Come along together with her! FOR UR INFORMATION, U ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN DAH BOLE VISIT I FAHAM?! By the way, Fetch at my CLEMENTI CAMP tau bukan sini.. But i think u should ask my sister for more detail alright? Kakak i ade officer i punye number.. So u better call her for details ok? Love u!

DEAR, I really tak percaye seh dah nak masuk SATU TAHUN? I really speechless and u know what? I really love u sooo much much damn much honey! DEAR, I NAK U INGAT SENTIASE, " DI HATI U HANYE MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL DAN ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN SENTIASE DI HATI MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL DAN KITE MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL DAN ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN KEKAL HINGGA KE JUNJUNG PELAMIN DAN KE ANAK CUCU. AMIN.

YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL!
YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY LIFE AND HEART!
YOU ARE MY ONLY ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN I LOVED MOST!

SENTIASE MENYAYANGI DAN MENCINTAI U SELALU,
Md. Irwan Bin Ismail

PS: U DAH BOLE VISIT FAHAM!
KIRIM SALAM HAMDAN DAN MAMA.
CALL KAKAK I TO VISIT ME!
TAG ALONG! IMPORTANT!

LOVE U, ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN
LynnIrwan 160309

There's the end of his l♥ve letters to me. I L♥ave him so much!! And feel so damn happy that today 1603'10 is our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!! OMG!! I really cant believe it! We have gone thru alots and many many hiccups in the past and now we have go that far together. Wish me last long with him ok clique! :]
Got to go, i'm gg work in a min time. Hehe.. but i have not bath yet. Haha.. I feel like not gg to work but i have to let myself get up from bed. So damn lazy lately. Maybe bcos of long hours working and its not worth working there!! Argh!! Ok .. tata

Lots of L♥ave:
♥LYNN

♥ I sick of tis work

Dear Diary,
few days have past. And i have work with them for 1week. I enjoy working with all the staff but when come to aunties aunties i get so fed-up with them. I dun want to be rude to them but i know where i stand. They have being working with the DANO company for few yrs and i understand that they already know how it goes. The arrangement of clothes and pants but TAKMU NK BERLAGAK AQH! CIBAI! I love working at DANO outlet Jurong Point 2 bcos i enjoys working with the staff there compare to another outlet at Jurong Point Match. I'm more freely to do whatever i wanna do but when there is no supervisor around laqh. Friday and Saturdayy is the tiring days as we will be closing at 10pm. Haissh. During others days wil be at 930pm. I have to stand until its the end of day. My leg is totally in pain due to standing. Haissh... I do not know how it goes cos i might re-consider tis jobs. The salary is so damn low for full-time staff. Its only SGD 950 exclude CPF. Euu calculate how much i bring back home. I guess around 800/750 like that.Haiishh. But i hope that i stay with tis jobs for 1yr cos commission at the end of DECEMBER, JANUARY and FEBRUARY.!! Hahaha.. Money money money !! haha.. tuh pon kalau sampai. hahaha ((:
Ouhya, i din have a time to take my love letter tis weeks larh. I hope my brother wil send it to me at Boon Layy house. Hahaha.. If not Wednesday when i off dayy i will take the letter. Haiish.. Miss my fiance alots pulak. Nowadys kinda busy with my current work. No time for lappy! No time for my niece! No time for my mama ! No time to watch my favourite Chinese Drama ! No time to meet up fellas frends to update about somethings! No time to write for my fiance letter that many! Haiish.. All i have to do is think about work, work, work!! Scuk-up tis company. Haiish.. !!! So damn piss-off !!


Ok, gtg.. wil update again once i'm free !! ((:


LOAVELoaveLOAVE:
♥LYNN

Fiance, I MISS EUU !! ((:

PS: I miss euu so much MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL S8834293C !! LOAVE LOAVE EUU SO MUCH !! ((: Din recieved urree love letter yet tis week mayb saturdayy. :'( babyyboy imsysm !! =)

Lots of LOAVE:
LYNN

Dano outlet ..

Dear Diary,
3days had past. I got another 2months plus to end my probation. Haiish. So aggitated with the manager at there. Typical MALAYSIA !! They dunno how to speak in english and wanna shout at  us! WHAT THE FCUK!! I hate them to the cord ! Some MALAYSIA people intend to feel proud of themselve when singaporean compliment them. Haha,, singapore people can do much better than them lor! But is does not mean they can ask general worker under them to look down at them. I talk nicely to her and she shout at me for no reason. How should i respect her. Who are euu to shout at me in that manner! STUPID! How do euu expect me to remember all the arrangement of clothes and pants in the shop ! I just work there for 3days. How do euu expext me to remember ! Anonymous once sayy ASK if we not sure about somethings. TYPICAL MALAYSIA! Euu think i dun dare to complain about euu is it ?.. Euu have wrong judgement on me! Euu shout at me and dont think i dont dare to shout at euu back ok! FCUK OFF!!

♥ I miss my FIANCE alots !! =)

Dear Diary,
♥ I miss mine fiance alot. BbyBOYY, I love euu and euu will never be replaced. Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail is irreplaceable ! ((:

Lots of LOAVE:
♥ LYNN

First day work at DANO outlet =)

Dear Diary,
Today is my first day i'm working at DANO outlet at JURONG POINT TWO(2) . I'm not that happy with it. I'm afraid i cannot stand it ! Hmph, damn it! I'm working there as full-time staff and i have to under go probation for 3months ( walao waii,, ). For 3months euu know. So troublesome. I have to purchase a uniform for 2 and 1 name tag that cost a totally of SG 30. Money, Money, Mooney !! So many agreement to fullfill it. One day i have to work for 9hours. Minus the break time is 1hour. And a totally of 8hours i have to stand. No customers also needs to stand. Boring right. My feet with a proper shape now become flat. Thanks to them! I have to stand all the way. Is this the wayy to work at environment like that?.. I have to stand all the wayy andand guess what i'm the only malay in the outlet AGAIN! Haiish.. Do euu think i should continue this jobs?..  But i cannot always be choosy right. Just try out another 1week. And lets see whether i can stand it or not. This is my first time. So many complain about being too tired of standing. But i hope i will get use to it and settle down as i do not want to be a jobs hopper anymore. I have to think for the future right. I just have to give the all my best to this jobs. And try to commit! I in need of cash. So, just be patient and hope that everythings went smoothly. Hubbie, I know euu might worry about me but dun worry i wont mengatal. I know i'm addicted to euu only. And i not sure whether i can fullfill my promises to euu to fetch euu on 27March'10 . I hope euu wont get angry with me. I'm working as a full-time staff now. So, kindly understand my situation. And dun worry i wil always update euu with my activities. I will write too euu hubbie. Dun worry kayy ((: I'm yours always and euu wil be mine always too! And most importantly, ♥ ILY, Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail !! =) Will always ((: Eventhough, i might be busy with this work but not a single mind i will forget euu. Euu are mine sweetest drug fiance. jyeah..

Lots of LOAVE:
♥ LYNN

♥ I miss mine ONE

Dear Diary,
Todayy, not much happened. I miss mine ♥IRWAN so damn much !! Arrghh, cannot wait fur his releasing on 27March'10. Feel like lame gituk. The nearer he will be release the lambat the time pass laqh. Haiish. Why like that eyk. ♥IRWAN i miss miss miss euurr laughter and smilesmile alots alots andand olso euurr face laqh. I'm sorry did not visit euu. I know its my fault. I'm sorry FIANCE. Dont put the blame on me laqh BB. Ouhya,, i have found a new jobs tau. Under retail at DANO outlet. I give it a trail first. Pray hard for me tau BB. Do send me letter cepat-cepat tau. Hehe =) ♥ILY IRWAN !! ((:

Lots Of LOAVE:
♥LYNN

=)

Dear Diary,
Todayy, spent my tyme looking for a jobs. Andand euu know what i've found one!! ((: That's great butbut rilek aqh. Not confirm yet. Bahaha.. Tmr wil be my first dayy working there. But try out dulu luqh. If not dump the jobs and find another one larh. Tuh ajekk i always do. Bahaha((: I'm a jobs hopper mah. But insyaallah i hope this is the jobs i'm looking for. But quite leceh olso aqh. I have to deposits SG 30 for the name tag and uniform. Haiish .. Have to buy black shoe and a new pants for this jobs. MoneyMoneyMoney !!! Ask my mummy and brudder moneymoneymoney. Bahaha((: Will buy it tmr yaw!! ((: Wish me all the best and pray hard that i will stayy with that jobs for atleast 3months. Praypraypray tau!! (Y)

LOAVELoaveLOAVE:
LYNN

Fcuk up!

Dear Diary,
Todayy, kinda scuk up. Euu wanna know why?.. Its because i'm out of jobs for the past few months. I'm looking for a stable jobs right now but until todayy i din get any jobs yet. What the hell! So fed-up with life sometime. Or maybe i'm too choosy?.. I guess a bit but if euu were in my shoe will euu willing to work at KEDAI ROTI?? .. OMG!! Will euu?.. I guess NO right. Same apply to me too! Hahaha.. Funny right! Whe the hell wanna work at there?.. In my teenage life not a single once i saw a young age of mine working at there euu know. Haiiyoo.. Might as well i look for other jobs right. Haiish. Looking for a jobs makes me headache man.. Haiish. Anyone can recommend me with a jobs?.. Haiish.. How i wish i could find a jobs just a split second and jeng jeng,, i found one. Cool right. No needs for me to think to much. If i were to start a jobs, there's no needs to ask from my family members moneymoneymoney. I realise i;m such a painful to them. Keep on asking from them money everytime wanna look for a jobs nor going out with my cousin. Haiish.. After quit jobs from pizza hut, i have try to look for jobs. And i found one that is menicurist jobs. That jobs look cool right but wait till euu work with them. My work place all chinese and i'm the only one malay. What do euu expect from them?.. Bias and racist aqh! Thank goodness. Almost all the jobs i need to do for them. Housekeep, attend to customers andand etc. How am i going to handling it. Its like i'm the only one working at there. What the Fcuk! Andand the salary is just SG3.50 per hour. And everythings in there i have to do. Is it worth the money?.. No right. So, i've decide to quit the jobs and find a new one over again. And until now still searching for a jobs and at the same time looking for a stable jobs. I really hope that i could work under retail outlet somehow. But with my qualification i know i cant go that too far ahead right. But i really really hope that one day i will get a jobs that i interest with and will stick with the jobs sampai bila-bila! Nak stable income mah. Have to plan it now. At the same time thanks hubbie for praying hard for me. Euu know right i have difficulties in finding jobs. But dont working. My principle is never GIVE UP and euu told me to be STRONG right! I have to be positive in any ways. I have to work hard to achieve my aim. Go Go Go ASLINDAH!! I know euu can do it! Thanks alots for euurr support hubbie. ILY♥IRWAN


I have to think POSITIVE and stayy STRONG !! I will.. GO GO GO !!  ((:


LOAVELoaveLOAVE:
♥LYNN♥

♥Love letter recieved on 2March'10

Dear Diary,
Todayy i received love letter once again. Cos he will be writing to me every once a week. That's wonderful yaw! Thanks alots hubbie for writing to me! ((: And here it goes:

Dearest Fiancee,
How are u dear? I hope everythings is fine out there. Hopefully YES! Dear, dah berape kali dalam surat i dah bilang that i yakin setia hidup dengan u buat selamenye! I don't really care u say bout my looks or blah blah.. Ade pernah i tulis surat kate yang bukan-bukan? Takde kan? Yang u nie dah kenape tulis yang bukan-bukan? Tolong jangan u tanye yang bukan-bukan bole tak? Please.. i tak suke.. i rase sedih tau.


Sayang, sekarang i beri u kepastian. i akan sentiase dengan u buat selamenye! I setia sayang! Tapi dengan care u tulis surat macam tak yakin gitu. I beri u sepenuh semangat tau. I mengharapkan semangat dari u tau bukan kelemahan tapi i faham u luahkan segalenye kan? Next time jangan tulis bukan-bukan ok? Promise? Dear, i dah request untuk u dengan mama tapi cume u aje yang bole. U cume bole datang dengan kakak i tapi tak bole datang sorang. FAHAM? Ur mum, nanti i request lagi ok? Dear, dah banyak kali i suruh u tanye kakak i pasal keje tapi kenape u tak tanye? I penat tau repeat! Please lah dear..


Sayang, setaip minggu i dapat tulis surat faham? Mungkin postman hantar lambat. Every letter mesti i hantar u.. I sangat gembira tau bile dapat tulis surat! Ur surat pon i dah dapat semua.. do send me more letters ok dear?


Sayang, i promise i won't leave u honey. I love u so much. I sentiase cintakan u dan sayangi u! Tapi its up to u to decide to wait for me or not, bukan i yang patut jawab soalan u. Maafkan i jikalau i kate gitu sebab i di dalam u di luar, lain sayang.. Tapi ape yang paling i harap kan dari u supaye untuk setia dengan i buat selamenye dan tunggu i hingga segalenye dah selesai! I harap u tunaikan permintaan i. Dear, kite dah nak masuk satu tahun tau! Ingat Hargai cinta dan hubungan kite sayang. PROMISE ME? I sentiase setai dengan u sayang. Tuhan saje tau hati dan perasaan i sayang. I ikhlas dengan u dan ingin bersame u buat selamenye. And there's nothings to ask for my permission dear. U are always mine and i'm always urs. No matter what i always be with u! I need ur fullest support! I love u dear! Dear, i release on the end of march at the weekend which is on saturday. Sayang, I always bare in mind, MENYINTAI, MENYAYANGI, MENGASIHI sentiase dalam otak i sayang. U always be in my life buat selame-lamenye! No matter what i sentiase setia dengan u. Hanye u dalam hidup i sayang.


Sayang, sikit hari Chinese New Year sape yang pergi? Takkan ur Family je? Replay as soon as possible.


Dear, How many times i've told u that not to interfere couples quarrels? Sape suruh u dengar? Sape tu couple?! Yang u bilang i buat ape? I tak nak tau FAHAM?! And there no one day if we quarrel and intend to BLAH BLAH! Don't u dare say that words again FAHAM?! Dear, i dah jelas kan segale isi hati i tapi kenape u masih cakap macam tu? Don't do it anymore ok? PROMISE ME HONEY? Senyum sayang.. Senyum.. I gigit u baru tau. HeHe..


Sayang, u yang Terakhir dan Selamenye dalam hidup i sayang. Sentiase sayang.. Ingat Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail sentiase cintakan u dan sayangi u dan sentiase setia bersame Aslindah Bte Azman dan hanye Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail di hati u dan dalam hidupu buat selame-lamenye.


DEAR, hAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY IN ADVANCE! HEHE. i TAK SANGKA SEJAUH INI KITE BERSAME! ALHAMDULLILLAH! SEMOGA HUBUNGAN KITE HINGGA KE JUNJUNG PELAMIN DAN KE ANAK CUCU! AMIN


WE ALWAYS BE TOGETHER HONEY. TOGETHER. REMEMBER ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN ALWAYS IN MY HEART ALWAYS! 160309 LynnIrwan Love u so much honey. Hugg Hugg.. Muaacks Muaacks Muaacks!


PS: ASK MY SISTER TO TAG ALONG
WITH U TO VISIT ME OK?
I DON'T GO BY UR LOOKS,
THE MOST IMPORTANT IS
I LOVE U ALL MY LIFE
AND FAITHFULL TO U. HONEY!
REMEMBER IT AND I HOPE U TOO!


Yours Truly FAITHFULL
Md. Irwan Bin Ismail
Lots of Love Muaacks


(And that's is what he wrote thru the letter i recieved today! Its so thoughtful of him. I was like aawww..Dont even know what to sayy. Lose of words luqh!! But feeling kinda so determination that i want myself to change for a better person as goes to him. With that we have vow to each other that no matter what happen we will always be together, Right BB??.. ILY andand IMYSM !! Will fetch euu on 27March'10) 

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LYNN

♥♥ I miss euu

Dear Diary,

Todayy, kinda weird for me. I do not know why. A sudden think of my loves ones that is MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL. I guess its because i miss him too much! I feel miserable without him. But i pray hard for his next cuming court case. I really hope that he will change and really hope that tis relationship last long. It has being 11 months i'm with him. There's a lots, alots and alots of ups and down in our relationship. But with strong will and determination on each of us we manage to overcome all the obstacle eventhough its really heart-pain in the inside within us. With that i have a strong feeling that Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail and Aslindah Bte Azman could last long until eternity. We have promise to each other that no matter what happen in future we will overcome it with calm and settle it with satisfaction. We could forgive each other but will not forget every single things he/she did. We might know each other inside out but we dont share the same thought. He have his own thinking whereas I got a different ways of thinkings. With that,, i believe one dayy we could go far then tis in tis relationship. For both Family and Fellas Friends do bless us oke?((: hehe.. With blessing from euu all i believe tis relationship could last long. Amin..Amin..

BLESS,, BLESS,, BLESS !!

Wish me all the best with tis relationship oke!! ((:
I wont let anyone intruded my relationship with him ! I mean what i sayy or euu'll be sooryy.. !

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lil'lynn TemBAMBOO

♥Love Letter received on 24Feb'10

Dear Diary,
Last weeks i received hiis love letter to me. I feel so GEMBIRA banget!! ((: hehe,, tis is what he wrote to me:


Assalamualaikum,,
Sayang ape khabar? I harap u sentiase sihat-sihat walafiat.. I hope everything is going fine for u and ur mum. I really miss the both of u.. Including my family of course,, but u know that i miss u the most!


Sayang,, this month i've not received any letters from u.. I'm sure hope that u did write to me.. If u didn't write to me,, I would seriously have no idea of what to think.. Hmm.. By the way,, I have requested for u to visit me here honey.. and u know what? U can already come BUT u would have to come along with either of my family members only! So kindly ask my sister tag long with u.. U cannot come alone.. as for ur mum, I will request .. It takes times.. be patient.. I'm so happy that u can come.. Hehe.. ONLY with my sister.. cannot come alone.. I really HOPE TO SEE U AND MY SISTER TO VISIT ME SOON.


Sayang.. Kalau ade free time help me ask my sister whether if i get any GST money or not.. Kalau ade then ask her or u to keep it for me.. Honey.. dah dapat keje? I sentiase doa supaya u dapat keje yang tetap.. Tanyelah kakak i when u nak keje.. I yakin kakak i mesti tolong u.. i sentiase doa yang terbaik untuk u.. U jangan risau.. i di sini sihat-sihat walafiat.. Tapi ingat.. sentiase tulis surat tau.. Setiap minggu i tulis surat untuk u.. Tak pernah pon i lupe.. Setiap kali i dapat tulis surat je.. I GEMBIRA tau.. mane u tau semua nie. BLUEK! Sayang.. i sangat-sangat cinta dan sayang u.. U yang TERAKHIR DAN SELAMENYE! Setiap surat i tetap pesan u selalu! Supaya u ingat! DAN SENTIASE INGAT MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL HANYE SEORANG DI DALAM HATI U DAN MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL YANG U CINTAI,, SAYANGI DAN SETIA.


Sayang,, tau kan bile i di bebas kan? BULAN DEPAN END OF MARCH 27 tau.. Woohoo.. Bilang kakak i tau.. Hehe.. Mase bergerak cepat sayang.. Banyaklah bersabar.. INGAT,, I AKAN SENTIASE SETIA DENGAN U BUAT SELAME-LAMENYE.. I JANJI!!


Sayang.. I harap u sentiase dapat tulis surat .. I mengharapkan surat u tau walaupon u dapat visit i,, i tetap nak surat dari u.. ok dear?
PROMISE ME? I hope u reply as soon as possible.. I'm always waiting for ur letter my dearest FIANCEE.. REMEMBER THAT I ALWAYS LOVE U HONEY.. HANYE ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN I CINTAI DAN SAYANGI!! DEAR-DEAR, I LOVE U,, I LOVE,, I LOVE,, I MISS U,, I MISS U,, I MISS U! I LOVE U SO MUCH!!! CEPAT DAH 11 BULAN KITE BERSAME EHK EHK EHK U.. HeHe.. HuHu.. Senyum sayang.. i tau mesti u senyum nye.. cinta u sangat-sangat!! Muaacks.. Sayang.. I tak sabarlah nak keluar.. HeHe..BULAN DEPAN DAH RELEASE..Woohoo.. Love u honey.. THANKS FOR BEING IN MY LIFE,, I APPRECIATE LOTS.. I LOVE U ALWAYS!! U'VE THE ONLY ONE IN MY LIFE! I'm a CHANGE PERSON.. A BETTER SON AND A BETTER HUBBIE AS I PROMISE U.. I'll PROVE IT TO U HONEY.. AND I HOPE U TOO PROVE IT TO ME.. THANKS HONEY.. MAKE URSELF FREE TO WRITE LETTER MORE!! HEHE.. THANKS.. I'm waiting Honey.. Muaacks.. May Our RELATIONSHIP LAST LONG TILL ETERNITY! AMIN..


WELL then,, I'm praying hard that u and mu sister will visit me.. no matter what just tag- along with my sister alright? Love u my DEAREST FIANCEE! LOVE U,, MISS U,, LOVE U LOTS! Hugg Hugg.. Muaacks Muaacks. LynnIrwan


Yours Truly and Sincerely,,
Md. Irwan Bin Ismail with
Lots of LOVE


Ps: NO MATTER WHAT,, ASLINDAH BTE AZMAN
THE ONLY ONE I LOVE MOST!!
DO COME VISIT ME N MY SISTER
REPLY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!
THANKS.


( That's the and of hiis love leter to me. I'm so touch with his words. I hope that what he wrote in the letter is true. And let's hope that may tis relationship that we have build together will last long till eternity as what he wrote in all his letter to me. Amin.. ILY so much M. IRWAN BIN ISMAIL!! Pray hard for tis relationship and olso pray hard that he make good use of his word to me andand lastly,, pray hard that both of as ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER! Amin,, Amin, Amin.... )

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♥LYNN♥

♥

Dear Diary,
Today, every things wen smoothly. No cry or hurts ma feelings. I'm totally HAPPY today. Cos there's no heart pain in me todayy. I guess im too emotional lately. I'm being PAMPERED with my loves ones tht's surround me. My family and sometime my BF.I  might be quite spoilt breeadd . Bahahaha ((: but tis is wad i am. I loved to be surround with my loves ones especially my family and my bf. Theyy are my every things. Hehs ((: I LOVE THEM ALOTS! =) yayy,, im a loving person for those who dunno me yet. Im the only daughter andand the youngest in my family and tht's y im always being pampered most of the time. Yyyayy !! ((: Thanks alots my loves ones. Without them im nothing! Appreciate it alots and treasure the moments with them. and not forgotten my bf will be releasing soon !! Im waiting BB !! ((: smile, keep on smiling and still smiling.! *wink