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Horrable Life

Its been so long eversince i blog. I miss blogging. Tis is th time i can express evry single things in me and my life. Ok, let's not wait any longer.

I feel so insecure for th past few month cos 1 things i have to say. I think my engagement is cancel due to some problem th guys side face. I dont know whether to throw tantrum or be patient w their side or maybe GOD'S dont want us to be in a rush?.. Ohh, GOD'S .. you have giving me alot of obstacle befall me recently after i decided to get engaged. Why?.. Maybe i have th answer to it. Or maybe 'jodoh tak kemana' ?.. I dont know bout it. Evrythings i dont know. Why?.. Age still not acceptable to get engaged. I think th best is to post it. Bot of us still young to understand th consequence in th future. Thank GOD'S.

And next,
A girl whom i know and yes who my boypwen also know give birth and name th baby my boypwen name in one of th bby boy name. Is it coinsendence or maybe she cannot forget my boypwen?.. GOD'S please give me th answer to it. I'm so sad. I dont have anyone to turn to when my down. Boypwen?.. Nehh, his not interested to hear it. He will surely say my kpo. My family, same as my boypwen. Why there is alot of obstacle befall me recently. I try to be nice but in-return what did i get. A scolding instead of listening. Haish.

And lastly,
I have been gone thru alot of obstacle. I try to understand him and my mother. I feel that i'm still not apart from their in their hearts. I feel like crying everytime i think bout th hush words they say it to me. A words STUPID that often come out from their mouth. Th scolding too ! Am i too sensitive or what?.. I need th answer. All th things that you all have made for me i will repay all th kindness and return it to you. I'm so sad but nonethless, i have to be strong to face it. This is me, no one can change it unless me, myself.

Goodnight !

❤ Twenty(2) Anniversary ..

Dear...

You are my greatest drug i ever had in tis whole world..

The time we have spend together through thick and thin in tis r/s.

You are my greatest love i ever met.

You make me what i am now. Till now my love fur you are gold&true.

I mean every words i've say to you before and now. Everyday hug and kisses. You make feel like a lil princess in tis whole world.

I feel you dear..

&now i'll promise youu fur the rest of my life i'll be w youu.

I stay by your side.. honest and true.

(Song)

Dear...

# Happy Twenty(2) Anniversary to both of us. Never think we have gone tis far together as ONE.

Those tears is our witness. You wipe off my tears when i cried. You comfort me when i'm feeling down. The sadness we both share. I'll never once forget it. I am who i am until you make me realise what is true L.O.V.E is. I'm happy to be w you. Never forget those moment we spend together. The harsh words we speak to each other. I know both of us didn't mean it. Cos you once told me whatever happen we will always be together. Go through it together and lastly, th text message you've sent me '.... no one can separate us until death meet us'

Thank you so much dear .. Youu are everythings to me.

Your ONE&ONLY.

Lynn BumBum's❤



Our 21st monthsary

Remember the good times we had spent together,And the beautiful future we had dream of. I never wanted to create a distance between us .The love I have for you,will always be gold & true.I had made a mistakes SYG wat can i do to make it right? I value our relationship i know ive hurt u, im sorry again. will u forgive me ? I LOVE YOU alot Irwan. im jealous of every girl that has ever hugged u , because for one moment they had my whole world in their arms . you'll never understand how much i love u , & i'll never understand why. i want to be the only girl that only have your heart. Dun mean to hurts u. :(  HAPPY (2)1 ANNIVERSARY ! =)

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╚══`.¸ YOU, M.IRWAN

Irwan lil frreak

Ok. Let me start writing now. I'm so damn no mood today. Tears rolling down. Till when i have to be like this. I've to accept what most ppl say FATE. Its all written by him. But i've to accept it. I really need someone that i could talk too. I need to express evrythings. You find me smile wide-widely but in ❤here, i'm totally sad. I wish i could control and handle tings properly. I feel like crying right now. But who know. Since i'm the youngest among mine siblings, its me who always pointed by her. But he just cant understand how i go thru in ❤here. Please FATE, let me be the one who can achieve mine goal. Let me feel that you always by mine side. I'm just to sad today. What i've been thru is so hard. Neverthless, i've to be strong! Wake-up! Your 18yr old now. Change to be a better ones and love by evryone. Your grown up chick. No longer small kids. CHANGE ! CHANGE ! CHANGE, TO BE A BETTER ONES !

❤❤❤❤BILATED 20th ANNIVERSARY =)❤❤❤❤

My dearest fiancee..

Yestday was our 20th ANNIVERSARY we are celebrating it! I'm thank God's fur giving both us the strength to overcome all the obstacle that befall us throughout our journey in tis relationship. Without the strength that you've given us i wonder what will be happening to us. Yestday was a blissfull day cos is our ANNIVERSARY . Yayy, thanks you fur the sweet msg that you've given me . Awww... its touches mine ❤. I LOVE YOU TOO THE BITES MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL!


# Tis is what HE wrote:
Dear dear !! (2 exclamation marks!)
I love u so much !! (again 2 exclamation marks)❤❤❤
Happy 20month Anniversary !! ( HE wishes me)
May out Relationship kekal hingga saat kite pergi meninggalkan dunia !! (a few times exclamation marks!)
*and i was smile widewidely.. nyek =) and was touch by every sentences he make. I was so delighted! And aaawwww.. so sweet. Cos i din accept him to say that to me. Nyek.
Love U (my name in full. I shldn't post it here. Nyek)(include my NRIC no. Yayy.. HE remember mine NRIC no. too!)
Muaacks (HE kissess me. As usual. Its our everyday routine before HE left me gg to work or gg out.Nyek.)
160309/161110 due to renew till 1603 end of our life !! (i was gugugaga over him!)

And is the end of our conversation...


It was so damn surprising cos HE neva been so damn sweet in the past and tis is the first time HE was been so romantic to me. But i accept him as what HE is. Dont wanna expect more from him. And lastly, I ❤ YOU TOO, MUHAMMAD IRWAN BIN ISMAIL ! Nyek. *smile widewidely ..

❤Lynn BumBum's
HAPPY BILATED 20TH ANNIVERSARY MINE FUTURE FIANCEE.NYEK. =) *BEST!
Insyaallah. Amin

Idamanku di KFC ! =)

Welcome back ! New Lynn BumBum's gemuk..

Craving fur th new KFC roasted chicken and HE buy it fur me!

Woohoo.. One bite after another and i find out that i tak suker rasenye lahh! Not nice. HE pon kate gituk.

End-up HE tak fnish up HIS makan. Membazir jee.. Gone away HIS $$$ .. Haxhaxhax..

Berbanyak Terima Kasih kepade Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail sebab treating me . But end-up tak sedap. I love you ...

Lynn BumBum's

Surat CINTA Lynn BumBum's And Irwan LiL Freakize

Love Letter:

Dear fiancee..
Long time never use the words fiancee.. haha..

I'm kinda happy with current life rite now. I hope everything will end soon as soon as possible. About the case not too worry cos whenever and wherever you are i will always wait for you. Fiancee, everything gonna be alright. With me around you, i will surely give you support and stand behind you when you are in need. I'll try too ! And keep trying ! My promise to you. Every and each of mine promises i still remember. With strong will we both will overcome it eventho its take xtra mile but not now. I believe with tis relationship that we have build fiancee. Remember what you tell me th other day " I percaye cinta kite ini akan kekal buat selamanye" . I believe it too fiancee. We have overcome it fur 19month 2weeks and 5days. With mine attitude with mine nonsence and mine family you still stand up fur our UNCONDITONAL LOVE. I love you Muhammad Irwan Bin Ismail.

   PS: Irwan Love